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di tengah kesunyian malam
di temani oleh slow polyphonic ringtones
yang mengalun indah mengisi ruang kamar
yang menjadi pendengar yang selalu setia...

di situ aku hanya duduk diam
menikmati tengah nya malam sejuk
di ruangan kamar ku yang ber AC itu...

aku tahu, mungkin sudah saatnya pergi
tapi sungguh berat untuk melepas pergi

semua berkata, lepaskan dan biarkan
agar berjalan engkau bisa kembali...

apakah benar? .....

mungkin....

aku hanya bisa tersenyum, dan selalu tersenyum......

dan Dia tahu.... sungguh sangat tahu... dan Dia tidak berkata apa pun. Tapi aku tahu, Dia mengerti, sehingga aku pun terdiam dan percaya kepada Dia.

di tengah malam itu, aku pun mencoba tidur dan membuai diri hingga sampai pagi nanti.

 

dah lama gue ngak nge blog. Sabtu ini temen gue bakal married. tgl 2 oct. Gua jadi best man, weleh.... itu dari pagi sampe bubar gua musi ada di sana. Ck...ck..ck... hehehehe musi minum redoxon dulu kali yah. Abis pasti bakal cape gitu. Gua udah buat jas, huaheuheuhe karena emang gua blun ada jas, jadi yah buat lah. Gua punya jas waktu itu ketinggalan di amrik. eh gak kebawa, ya udah deh. Hmmm... Marriage.... hehehehe a new chapter of life. :) i am happy for my best friend. And may Glory of God semakin terpancar dari kehidupan mereka, amen ^_^

well, sekarang juga lagi mikirin, how to make ur parents happy. Mo ngasih parents something yg big, tapi gua aja blun settle2 banget... hmmm target deket deh. Hehehhehe

trus juga, target yg satu lagi dan yang paling terutama..... God's Calling, and God's Guidance in my life. Keep on walking n running under God's directions.....

yeah.. :)

God is great, and His mercy endures forever. Amen.


Bring me closer to You, God
never will i turn away from You, Lord
although things seems get cloudier
and get tougher in my way
Make me not forget about the goodness
that u have given in all my life
To You and You alone are my salvation
Forever and ever, amen.

 

goodness.... it's been quite few months eh? :) wow.... So here am i again, things been up and down lately, but hey, that's life right ^_^

sometimes u missed out from the track of ur live, and voila u're back on the track again. And that feels really good hehehe

God is amazing and always, really, can't live without Him, can't live without His love. Sometimes u feel like, He's not doing anything at all in ur life, sometimes u feel like just walking alone in the desert.... and u just wake up day by day and doing ur routine. It's like a robot.... hehehhe

but Thanks to Him, now, i am not doing the routine anymore. Back on track, back on walking the goal.....

yeah yeah :)

why i am using english now? hmmm dunno hehehe feels like it.

ok deh.... kayanya gua at least bakal update seminggu sekali deh :)

c ya all :)

have a nice weekend

God Bless ^_^